reminiscent

 
Disclaimer: I do not own the photo

I love writing poems... especially when I'm pretty, badly, deeply lonely... 
saka mas madali gumawa pag malungkot diba? magsulat ng tula, gumawa ng kanta o magpainting??? 
And I believe that there are more sad people than the happy ones...


Reminiscent

i’m staring at the sky again

thinking of what had happened.

i’m recalling all the memories

year 2009 turned out to be year 2007.

the past always haunts me

it always makes me lonely.

everytime i am into this

my heart is filled with fears and tears.

reminisce

i am fighting with time again.

reminisce

i am crying my soul out again

reminiscing

i am thinking of you while losing myself.

and i become my weakest

everytime i reminisce.

death doesn’t exist

it is just the absence of life.

and when i reminisce

i die while breathing life.

heaviness i can’t carry on

even my eyes cannot explain it all.

i admit defeat

this is the game i cannot fight.

the scent, the weather

the aura, the pain

the sky, the stars

the sequences, the consequences

the sadness, the happiness

reminiscing, i remit. 

I was really hoping I can play an instrument someday... and make a music for that poem... Malayang Pagsulat 'yan kaya walang rhyming o uniform syllables... hehehe... Well, I wasn't good at writing poems though... "Reminiscent" is enough to be the evidence...

P.S: What do you do when you're lonely??